hey Im bAck!..=)i totally enjoyed myself in hk and china...esp with all the shopping...eating and slacking...first the things there are cheap..so i can just buy and buy without giving it a 2nd thot..unlike in spore when i still have to scrimp and save 4 sth i like...i dont understand y ppl say china's food's disgustin..which i think is rather yummy...and the ice cream rocks too!..much much yummier and cheaper than haagen dazz hehe..but surprisingly i din put on wt at all..hehe..must be all the running around..shopping...late nitez tt decreased my absorption rates...but i dont feel sad coming back either..altho the thot of goin back to books isnt tt wunderful...i guess i've had enough of shopping and really recharged myself for the new yr..and less than ten more hrs it will be 2005..i do feel sad 4 not being able to spend my last day of 2004 or first day of 2005 with my dear dear..sometimes i really want to be ren xing for one time..juz dont care abt anything..juz do wat my heart feels like doing... dash out of the hse now..and juz forget abt anything..stop thinking abt all the consequences..but it's not possible..i muz be responsible for all my actions..nvm i shld stop thinkin abt all the impossiblilities..you shi hou ren sheng jiu shi zhe mo wu nai ba!..tt's all i can say
enough abt tt..i continue to talk abt my trip..i went alot of places..hk..macau..zhuhai...qingxi..guangzhou..humen..shenzhen..and back to hk..shopping in china's more fun cos the things are cheaper..but i feel safer in hk..cos it's juz like spore..i stayed in yin'z hse for 1 day..her family members are really friendly ppl..im really happy tt they did not treat me as an outsider..altho i cant really communicate well with them..cos they speak cantonese and i dont..but they still try to talk to me..ppl always say u feel closer to ur family members..ur friends or ppl who come from ur own country with u are overseas..but i dont know y..i juz have this feeling tt yin and me are not tt close anymore..it's like when we are 2gather we dont really talk much..even in hk when we are having dinner or shopping..we dont really communicate..i dont know if she also has this kind of feeling..maybe cos we were in diff sch and now altho we are in the same sch we are in diff fac..which we seldom get to see each other..or maybe our friendship has moved into another stage which we dont have to say much but we do understand each other..i really hope tt next yr will be better..i know tt both of us have tried really hard to keep this friendship going..i mean just think abt it..how many ppl have a friend who's always so close to u for seven years..i really hope tt we can continue to keep this friendship burning..=)
i've thot abt a lot of things on this trip..this is when i can really stop and reflect..i keep asking myself am i going to keep everything this way..or is it time for me to make some changes and some decisions..i've really thot of giving up..but thinking of how hard we've fought to come this far..i just cant bring myself to let it go..wo zhi dao jie xia lai de lu hui geng xin ku geng man chang, wo men hui yu dao geng duo geng duo de zu ai, wo hui yong kan, jian qiang de qu mian dui. xi wang you yi tian wo men ke yi yi qi qu kan yan huo, qu ying jie xin de yi nian de dao lai=)
Happy new yr!
5:51 AM
~innocent always
17.12.04
i'll be going hk tomoro..7.30 flight..tt would mean i'll have to wake up at five...yawnz...really hope i can wake up...i still remembered when we decided to go hk it was like 1 mth ++ ago..and now..tt's it..time really flies!!really..just imagine how sad will it be..when sch starts again..another yr of mugging..tests..exams..and A levels...so im really going to really enjoy the rest of my hols...im not going to care about anything else..just have fun..have fun..have fun..and recharge myself for next yr...i'll try to blog when im there..and keep an update of the trip..usu i'll have a travel journal( the ancient handwritten type) with me when i go overseas...maybe i'll transfer everything in when i come back..tt is if i have the time..yupz..so enjoy ur hols too!!..will miss u..=)
12:54 PM
~innocent always
16.12.04
woah..new blog..got tired of the old one..and haven been updating since october..im going hk in 2 days!!..come to think 'bout it..it's not really the first yr im spending xmas overseas..last yr i was in kunming..the yr b4 last i was in sydney..i still remember the days when i spent it here..my family used to prepare really nice food on xmas..like steak..roast chicken and stuff.the feeling of sitting together with mom and dad, eating and chatting with them were really warm..i kind of missed the feeling..this year..i'll prob be in hk with yinz and family..i realise that as we grow up we do drift apart from our parents..it is a matter of fact..
but the sad thing is..i wont get to spend my first xmas with u..orh..but niwaez..im sure we have made it up..=)...enjoy ur xmas k..and remember to miss me..
i realise that in my previous blogs..i deliberately left out some aspects of my life..it's just tt i dont really feel very comfortable revealing my heart and soul on a public blog..but i guess i'll begin to change for this one..cos if not..then what's the pt of having one..when i dont record the impt stuff of my life in my own diary..yupz..think tt's bout all..and i'll try to update as regularly as possible..but again..next time i'll be so busy..i'll try..yep..hope u guys like the design
