tomoro will be the release of A-levels results..I'm sure everyone has put in a lot of sweat, blood, tears and hardwork...juz hope that everyone will be able to get the results they have wished for..good luck!! :) Friends forever!!
3:10 AM
~innocent always
24.2.06
Hey..im feeling better already...do tell me what u think of me:)..thanks!
I dont want to be a workaholic...but im afraid im turning into one....zzz....it seems like im rushing everyday...work...interviews..tuition...driving...i dont even have a time when i can really enjoy life...do sth which i really really like..spend some quality time with my friends and my parents...im worried that i may just drift apart from them....but i really have no time..and i'm already trying my best...i am starting to dread this kind of life...i really need a good holiday...i wanna go travelling...i wanna have a time when i can put down everything...and just let my hair down...i dont like the feeling of waiting...of worrying...if i have done well in this interview?...if i have said something wrong?...if i did not do a good job?...did not grasp my chance?...i really hope that everything will be fine soon...i'm just hoping for the best...im feeling blue...:(
6:53 AM
~innocent always
16.2.06
hey..juz came back from lunch...today din get to play cards during lunch time..cos my tj fren had to come back earlier to work...while my nus fren had to come back earlier to book his accomodations during his tour of europe...i really envy him...can go so many places in europe at one shot...hope next time i will have the chance to do so too...and really go out to see the rest of the world....i can't wait to do so....
hai..today got no mood to work again...i know i shouldnt be slacking since i still have so much research to do...at least can go home earlier to watch my qian jin bai fen bai today...it's really quite nice...:)...i've been coming home at ard ten everyday...it's fun to do the stuff which i like..like tuition..driving lessons..and dance which i'll be starting next week...but it can be a bit tiring too...but i'd rather be busy...and keep myself occupied...sometimes i feel a bit guilty as i've been spending really little time with my parents...but im sure they understand..i really want to make use of this period of time to do something which i enjoy...which i din have the time to do last time...i'll promise to spend more time with them...after my internship which will end in march...and i prob won't take up any permanent jobs..just tuition..driving...and maybe a bit of waitressing at haagen daz or some temp jobs at a hotel....that's what i've been wanting to do also...
the results will prob be out next week...i really hope tt i will do well...:)..i mean after so many yrs...and so much effort put in...and i don't want to let my parents, my teachers..and those who care abt me down...i really hope that everything will be all right...and i'll be able to get my desired results...and enter my dream school....:)....There's always dreams and hopes in life...and that's what keep us going, isn't it?
5:36 AM
~innocent always
14.2.06
Happy Valentine's day!!...juz don't feel like working today...my whole body feels very lethargic and a bit painful...alto i woke up at 8.30 today..cos i had a scholarship interview..it was not bad to me..but hope the panelist think so too..:)...
really don't have any mood to work...spent two hours updating one trade brief..i usu take half an hr..and have been reading and summarising my research materials from four until now...also working very slowly...i noe it's v-day..but not very exciting for someone who has to teach tuition at nite...but everyday is a v-day when there is love between 2 persons right :)..ya i know..maybe my lethargy was due to a very intensive fri and mon working on the CEO speech..and also a busy weekend....(alto it was really wonderful:)...
orchard must be super crowded today...hope everyone will be immersed in love and happiness today...:)..and vday is def not only for lovers...it is also a time to show our love and concern to our friends..:) Qing ren jie kuai le!...and miss u lots!!
9:25 AM
~innocent always
9.2.06
The sleepy spells just wont go away!...was watching qian jin bai fen bai until 12.40 yest nite...well..i only started watching at 10.40...cos i reached home at ten..this whole week...i've been out at nite...two days of driving...two days of tuition and today im going to register for my dance classes with peilin..yeah!!..finally...my wish since sec two is going to come true... yest morning went for the strategy meeting and discussion of India Advisary panel..got to see the big indian bosses from the major business conglomerates in india...and also the management of ie...plus other ceos of spore companies...and how they interact with one another and debate about issues regarding india...out of around 40 important people...only five of them were female....that's like 12.5%...guess it must be really tough to be a female businesswoman..and out of five..four were still miss..so not married...imagine the amt the sacrifice one has to make!!...and some of them rather fierce and stern...perhaps that's a very impt way to get around in a male-dominated business world....who knows..maybe they have a really soft heart inside...they are just putting up a strong front so that they will not be undermined by their male counterparts.... One of the females who left a very strong impression in me is the president and CEO of Ascendas, Miss Chong...she is a very charismatic person..she talks with very good flow and content...and the tone and pace she use is very friendly and appealing..she talks at a very moderate speed and most importantly, she is able to make people listen to her while getting her points across to them...really a person who deserves my admiration and if i really enter into the business world next time...i hope to be a person like her...:)
1:18 AM
~innocent always
3.2.06
bot a super cute jap box at bugis during lunch..:)...it has a lot of sushi "fan tuans" on it..and cute jap icons and worlds....only for $4.70!!...decided to give myself a reward...really have been scrimping and trying to cut down my expanses....well..yest just got a 10 bucks ang bao from my first tuitee's mother..im going to use the box as my purse cum hp pouch...alto it may be a bit childish but it's really really very cute..and i am not going to care wat other ppl thinks...yuppee...but on the sad note, i have to finish updating all the figures...and there's two new research proj for next week....hope i'll survive!!...hehe..back to work...tata...my lunch time has been "unofficially" extended to two hrs today...oops...
