im sick...zzz....prob due to the freezing c0ld temp at IEF...miss school and miss all my friends...:(
4:06 AM
~innocent always
20.1.06
basically i've finished the task given to me....so i have nth to do now...been reading my advanced driving theory...except for occasional changes i have to make to the programme...and some calls that i have to make..think i've edited it for ard ten times...im not exaggerating!...have to keep adding or deleting..i guess it can never be confirmed until the end of today....then my boss is super busy..he doesnt have time to give me new assignments....until perhaps later before end of work...
yeah! later going to shop for my new year clothes with mama....then tomoro is sat! can see him le...so happy..:)..haven seen him for two weeks le....yup and tomoro will be shopping for new year stuff too..hopefully i'll really get some new year mood aft tt...i still dont have any new year mood...this weekend will be busy with all these stuff...zzz...shall go search for emoticons for my msn...im bored...totally..zzz...and slacking....
8:49 AM
~innocent always
19.1.06
hey hey...was quite busy this morning...helped to check through some files and looked for gift ideas for my boss...he's planning to give to this abu dhabi guy...frankly i've not heard of this place before...not until i come here...it's the capital of united arab emirates...looks like my general knowledge is still rather limited....well, there's still lots of opportunities to learn here...yest afternoon...been following my boss around when he went to the various departments to inform them about the visit by this abu dhabi guy next week...got to meet more ppl...:)....then edited a few files..sent a few emails...and continued with my research work...im going to that whenever i have nth to do....it can be quite interesting to read up on middle east stuff..
yest was super tired after driving...guess i was still not used to it..and din even have chance to eat my dinner until ten o clock at nite...so just had biscuits..i was quite moody and say after i went home..but im fine already..:)...yest i had a dream that i was buying my new year clothes..haha...maybe cos i haven bot anything except for a skirt...dont really have any cash now...and haven got my first pay yet....but luckily mommy is willing to pay and should be going shopping with her tomoro after work...yeah!..hehe..ok shall continue on my research now...tata..
2:59 AM
~innocent always
18.1.06
Rather fed up with searching through yahoo and google for the source of some datas and images in a presentation on kuwait...it's like hai di lao zhen (searching for a needle in the sea)....zzz today was quite mundane..just searching and searching...browsing through the image database on google and yahoo....luckily i wore specs today..if not my eyes will be super tired....yest afternoon was more fun...called raffles convention centre and some restaurants in swissotel stamford to arrange a booking for a networking lunch....then was touching up the market brief more tunisia and algeria...looking through figures and typing in...it was better than searching through so much stuff and website....and think my bosses are having meeting...so there's no one to care abt me now...so i have to continue researching now...hopefully not for the whole of today..:)...yeah later got drivin lesson...at least got sth to look forward to...but it seems quite scary to drive at nite..hope i'll get used to it...and lunch time is coming soon...yeah..tata
3:48 AM
~innocent always
17.1.06
Waiting for my boss to come now....been checking my mails and talking to my friend just now...im lucky to have tj and nus ppl who are also doing internship at ie singapore now..altho we are not in the same department but at least we can go for lunch together and find each other when we are bored..haha...yest din really do much..was just helping my boss to type some documents...and flipped through this book called the arab world economic report 2005...haha..sounds professional rite..but i was only looking thru the figures and the tables....cos the words were super long and i dont think i actually understand some of the terms...hope today i'll have more work to do...oh ya im in the south asia, middle east and africa div...sounds pretty cool rite..since middle east seems to be the "in" place to do business...and from my second boss...i'll be doing an assignment on saudi arabia...tt's my major project for these two mths...and he said i can actually bring my laptop to starbucks to do during office hours..sounds pretty relaxed rite?....and i like the environment here...they have a large recreation room..with pool..table soccer..table tennis...gym equipment and stuff...and the ppl here are very friendly and rather casual..:)...yup..think better go find my boss le...tata
1:32 AM
~innocent always
15.1.06
Mentioned that I wanted to revamp my blog..haha..guess i was too lazy and too caught up with stuff...after the exams..had prom..shopping trips...met up yin, sec sch classmates, jc classmates..but still haven had a chance to meet up with zhi...min and shim...peilin!!...please organize soon..:)...did uni applications...looked for internships and tuition..will be starting at ie singapore tomoro..hope it will be enriching and fun..considering the meagre allowance tt they actually give...really hope the experience will make up for that...oh ya started my driving lessons too..had two lessons so far...it's fun!! and im totally enjoying it!...:)..who says girls can't drive!
i guess these one plus mths aft the a-levels has really been a learning experience for me..learning to look for internships, jobs and tuition myself..doing all the applications..essays...reflecting on my life...facing rejections from employers and the reality of me just being an A-level grad...i am proud to say that i have really become more mature and more responsible in the process. i believe the next few mths will not be easy too...with work..with scholarship interview...driving lessons..the need to look for more ways to earn more $$ so tt i dont have to keep relying on my parents to pay for my driving lessons...and with all my friends busy with their own work..and with dear in ns...i really have to rely a lot on myself...i have to learn to control my tears and my emotions..can't cry everytime when i'm faced with a prob...hope everything will be all right..:)...guess i am still a rather optimistic person...
maybe i'll blog more from now on...maybe i wont...tt will all depends on my work...i guess this is still the best way for my friends to know what's happening to me...tata
