was packing my room today..put away all my A-levels tys into boxes and sealed it with masking tape..perhaps that signifies a new beginning for me..perhaps it's time to move on and stops clinging on too much to the past (besides my dearest friends) hee..yup so what if i have performed well in the past..it's all in the past..i have to look ahead and start to prepare myself mentally to work hard..it's not going to be easy esp since now im diving into something which i have nv done before..it's not going to be easy having to fulfil the requirements of my scholarship provider..it's not going to be easy when i have to cope with all these all on my own..it's not going to be easy..i have to be mentally prepared for all these..as the parting become nearer..it suddenly dawn on me that i'm going to leave everything and everyone i have been so familiar with..i haven't really felt sad since i knew that im going away..until today this morning..i started to feel melancholic..i started to worry..but well being the optimistic girl i have always been, i'm not any near the verge of breaking down..i'm still happy and excited at the same time..like what my mom was telling me yest..i am really fortunate..i should be really thankful for everything i've been blessed and i am..really i am..i am blessed with such wonderful parents who are willing to give everything to me..i am blessed with such great friends who are always there for me..i am blessed with such caring teachers who have been so encouraging and willing to help me..i am blessed with the opportunities of having been in such good schools which have moulded me into who i am today..i am blessed with that special someone who has been supporting me always..i am really a blessed girl..i am really thankful for everything..i have made my choice and i have already walked my first steps...now it's time to take even bigger steps...start running and even flying...i will put in my best..for myself and for all which i've been blessed:) thank you all and thank you god:p
