today is my last day in singapore. Will be leaving tonight for London in less than 10 hrs...i'm having mixed feelings now..excited about living and studying in a new country..sad about having to leave my dearest and my close friends..and although my parents are going with me..i will be leaving them too in a short time..scared about being in a new environment, having to be the minority in the country and stepping out of the safe and and comfortable singapore..perhaps it is really the time for me to grow up, to be more independent and to see the world on my own. I am really fortunate i must say..how many people actually have such chances to pursue their dreams..and i have felt really loved during the past few weeks...hanging out with my closest friends..catching up and reminising the past..going out with my dearest who has left me with so many memories and showered me with so much love..and of cos spending time with my parents and they just left a very meaningful note in my notebook which i'm going to carry with wherever i go (of cos there are also all the neoprints of my dearest friends!) I can tell that my parents really cant bear to leave me but they have to let go now that their one and only daughter has grown up..i'm sure this will be a very difficult time for them too..To lessen their worries, i must really take good care of myself and work hard:) the parting will be painful but it is sweet too because i am on my way to pursue my dreams with the love and support of so many people. To my all the important people in my life: Don't feel too upset, instead feel happy for me for I am now living my dreams :D I will treasure you guys and look forward to my return wor..hugs:)
Bye! Keep in contact and remember my smile:)
