hey Im bAck!..=)i totally enjoyed myself in hk and china...esp with all the shopping...eating and slacking...first the things there are cheap..so i can just buy and buy without giving it a 2nd thot..unlike in spore when i still have to scrimp and save 4 sth i like...i dont understand y ppl say china's food's disgustin..which i think is rather yummy...and the ice cream rocks too!..much much yummier and cheaper than haagen dazz hehe..but surprisingly i din put on wt at all..hehe..must be all the running around..shopping...late nitez tt decreased my absorption rates...but i dont feel sad coming back either..altho the thot of goin back to books isnt tt wunderful...i guess i've had enough of shopping and really recharged myself for the new yr..and less than ten more hrs it will be 2005..i do feel sad 4 not being able to spend my last day of 2004 or first day of 2005 with my dear dear..sometimes i really want to be ren xing for one time..juz dont care abt anything..juz do wat my heart feels like doing... dash out of the hse now..and juz forget abt anything..stop thinking abt all the consequences..but it's not possible..i muz be responsible for all my actions..nvm i shld stop thinkin abt all the impossiblilities..you shi hou ren sheng jiu shi zhe mo wu nai ba!..tt's all i can say
enough abt tt..i continue to talk abt my trip..i went alot of places..hk..macau..zhuhai...qingxi..guangzhou..humen..shenzhen..and back to hk..shopping in china's more fun cos the things are cheaper..but i feel safer in hk..cos it's juz like spore..i stayed in yin'z hse for 1 day..her family members are really friendly ppl..im really happy tt they did not treat me as an outsider..altho i cant really communicate well with them..cos they speak cantonese and i dont..but they still try to talk to me..ppl always say u feel closer to ur family members..ur friends or ppl who come from ur own country with u are overseas..but i dont know y..i juz have this feeling tt yin and me are not tt close anymore..it's like when we are 2gather we dont really talk much..even in hk when we are having dinner or shopping..we dont really communicate..i dont know if she also has this kind of feeling..maybe cos we were in diff sch and now altho we are in the same sch we are in diff fac..which we seldom get to see each other..or maybe our friendship has moved into another stage which we dont have to say much but we do understand each other..i really hope tt next yr will be better..i know tt both of us have tried really hard to keep this friendship going..i mean just think abt it..how many ppl have a friend who's always so close to u for seven years..i really hope tt we can continue to keep this friendship burning..=)
i've thot abt a lot of things on this trip..this is when i can really stop and reflect..i keep asking myself am i going to keep everything this way..or is it time for me to make some changes and some decisions..i've really thot of giving up..but thinking of how hard we've fought to come this far..i just cant bring myself to let it go..wo zhi dao jie xia lai de lu hui geng xin ku geng man chang, wo men hui yu dao geng duo geng duo de zu ai, wo hui yong kan, jian qiang de qu mian dui. xi wang you yi tian wo men ke yi yi qi qu kan yan huo, qu ying jie xin de yi nian de dao lai=)
