i have nth to do now..really!!..it seems like this yr has been really really free so far..well yest juz discovered sth which makes me totally shocked...one of my best fren is officially with my classmate..i've been kept in the dark for like two mth..i think im getting really blur...maybe in my own world nt knowing tt so much has happened ard me..i just hope tt he will treat her well la..he better does..if not im not going to let him off..i think love is really a very strange thing..one moment u can be saying the negative stuff abt tt person..and e other moment..u may just fall in love with him..it's wierd..really wierd..maybe tt's y love is blind..and those "observers" from outside will nv get to understand their feelings..but i'll still wish them all the best!..=)
today wasnt really a happy day for me..feels a bit bored and stuff with school..and gp lesson was kinda stressing when u realise tt u dont know most of the vocab tt's flashed onto the screen..maybe tt serves as a warning to start mugging for my sats..i really hate memorising vocabs..but it seems like tt's the fastest way to make progress...i think im getting lazy..yes i am..should start planning and following the plan..eh..maybe starting fr tomoro..hehe..
it really feels awful when u r sitting in front of ur loved ones and u have no idea wat to say...tt's the feeling i get sometimes..i know we cant be talking all the while..but im sb who will feel really really wierd in moments of silence when im with someone..i'll get used to it..and wont let it bother me too much..cant really make any sense in what im talking abt right?..haha..nvm..it's ok..oh ya must wish my friends happy birthday!!...their bdays are in 3 consecutive days..Happy Birthday!!! Shim, Ziye and Chong!!...=)must stay happy and pretty always!!..smile=)..i'll go read my book now..tata
