Mentioned that I wanted to revamp my blog..haha..guess i was too lazy and too caught up with stuff...after the exams..had prom..shopping trips...met up yin, sec sch classmates, jc classmates..but still haven had a chance to meet up with zhi...min and shim...peilin!!...please organize soon..:)...did uni applications...looked for internships and tuition..will be starting at ie singapore tomoro..hope it will be enriching and fun..considering the meagre allowance tt they actually give...really hope the experience will make up for that...oh ya started my driving lessons too..had two lessons so far...it's fun!! and im totally enjoying it!...:)..who says girls can't drive!
i guess these one plus mths aft the a-levels has really been a learning experience for me..learning to look for internships, jobs and tuition myself..doing all the applications..essays...reflecting on my life...facing rejections from employers and the reality of me just being an A-level grad...i am proud to say that i have really become more mature and more responsible in the process. i believe the next few mths will not be easy too...with work..with scholarship interview...driving lessons..the need to look for more ways to earn more $$ so tt i dont have to keep relying on my parents to pay for my driving lessons...and with all my friends busy with their own work..and with dear in ns...i really have to rely a lot on myself...i have to learn to control my tears and my emotions..can't cry everytime when i'm faced with a prob...hope everything will be all right..:)...guess i am still a rather optimistic person...
maybe i'll blog more from now on...maybe i wont...tt will all depends on my work...i guess this is still the best way for my friends to know what's happening to me...tata
