I dont want to be a workaholic...but im afraid im turning into one....zzz....it seems like im rushing everyday...work...interviews..tuition...driving...i dont even have a time when i can really enjoy life...do sth which i really really like..spend some quality time with my friends and my parents...im worried that i may just drift apart from them....but i really have no time..and i'm already trying my best...i am starting to dread this kind of life...i really need a good holiday...i wanna go travelling...i wanna have a time when i can put down everything...and just let my hair down...i dont like the feeling of waiting...of worrying...if i have done well in this interview?...if i have said something wrong?...if i did not do a good job?...did not grasp my chance?...i really hope that everything will be fine soon...i'm just hoping for the best...im feeling blue...:(
