hyde park in autumn
walked past hyde park yesterday and it was really beautiful! Pity I couldnt take any photos cos I had too much things with me and I couldnt possibly put them down right in the middle of the road. So, I searched for some photos online. I would really love to spend an afternoon at hyde park, walking amongst the fallen leaves, feeling the wind across my face and smelling autumn. And all by myself, to spend some time with myself, to do some soul-searching and to have a beautiful retreat from the bustling city. I wish I had more time, perhaps I do, but there just seemed to be so much on my mind...so much that it gets on my nerves..so much that makes it so difficult for me concentrate or even to breathe some times. I hate the feeling which I'm getting right now and I really really hope that it's just a occasional mood swing...like those days out of a million other days when I just dont feel right. I know I am lucky to be blessed with so many things, to be able to study in a place which I've never dreamt of. I should really cherish what I have now and feel happy. Serene is really a lucky girl. I know..but I just cant help feeling down. Perhaps, all those whom I'm closest to are not by my side, the bug of homesickness is attacking me, but on the bright side:) only 3 weeks more till I return to my cosiest home, my dearest family and friends. I will be counting down each and everyday...