was reading my stats notes and i suddenly just have an urge to blog..had my last jap lesson today and luckily there were more people this time cos last week i was the only student..:S...my friend borrowed my notes to copy a few weeks ago and i havent seen her for three lessons. I was really worried that she will just take my precious notes and not return to me and there goes my whole year worth of jap notes..so i specially reminded her yesterday to come to class and return me my notes..So even before the Jap lesson, i was wondering if she will stick to her promise..After twenty five minutes into the class, there was still no sight of her..i really began to worry and think abt how irresponsible she has been...i dont know why..it just seems that as we grow up, we begin to trust people less and less..maybe bcos we have met so many irresponsible people who dont keep to their promises and this has caused us to have the assumption right from the beginning that everyone is like that...no one is really trustworthy and sincere..it seems like breaking promise has become the norm not the other way round...and when the clock struck 11.30..she finally appeared!! just when I gave up wondering where she is. She told me that she has torn her thigh muscles and couldnt come to class in time. And she asked me if I thought she was not going to come..i felt really guilty for doubting her especially when she has been so sincere and friendly during the previous lessons. And she even made the effort to come to class today when she couldnt even walk properly. Why have I become so distrustful towards others?? After all, the world is still beautiful and stop being so cynical and pessimistic!! Dont lose that child in you even as you even as u grow up!:)
